“It took me a long time to accept what happened. The world seemed muddied, confused. My thoughts were always clouded and heavy. I couldn’t find my way in or out of my own mind. Everyone thought I was crazy, and eventually I thought so too.
The Neon Graveyard by Vicki Pettersson
It seems like I may have confused you by my post yesterday. I have not been suicidal in two and a half years and I am NOT suicidal now. I am not close to it. I am in a bad place, but not one that is “that bad”. I am not anywhere close to rock bottom. Just struggling. A lot.
I have to meet with my advisor today. Joy. How to convey to him I got no work done? Ugh. I hate this part.